Negation

 I can only critique theories, analyse, break down the existing—the concept of not this, not this. I will be the third speaker in a debate. I can either analyse my own case or break the case of the opponent, but I can never build my own case. Even my affirmative is based on my belief in the negative. For example, I don’t like communism; I just hate capitalism. I don’t like China; it’s the hate of the USA. I don’t believe—I just don’t believe, and the rest.


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